Thursday, January 13, 2011.
How stupid of me.
I took this shot for you, because I believed in you. I believed if I could just open my heart up, just this one time, no damage would be done, and there would be nothing but happiness. I shouldn’t have. The damage is done and can’t be taken back. And now I feel..so stupid. So worthless.
“Forever.” I stopped believing in that word long ago, but somehow, you brought it back. I got my hopes up for nothing, it’s ridiculous. Even with knowing the fact that nothing is forever, I still believed..you would be mine until the end of time. How wrong I was.
I don’t know if you know this but..It hurts. It really does.
